I’ve tried to keep quiet about my fears over here. It was hard for me to read about people worrying about their pregnancies when for so long it seemed like they were worrying about not getting pregnant. But, I guess I am the same. Pregnancy brought up a huge range of emotions and concerns that have no outlet either. Well, at least not when you just moved to a new area and your new doctor doesn’t realize you went through 2 years to get here and refuses to see you before 9 weeks.
I did just want to say that I was feeling nauseous last week and I was grateful, but also expected it to get worse. This past Monday everything disappeared. No more sore breasts, no more nausea, I’m just really hungry. But I really feel great. I don’t think that change was good. And then today I hear from PPVI that my progesterone dropped to 18 (it was 24.6 or 26.4 before…I forgot where I wrote it down). Apparently it can zigzag and according to the chart I’m still in Zone 2 at 8 weeks, but this test was taken on Saturday and I’ve since lost my symptoms. I know its possible to not be sick during the first trimester, I just didn’t believe it.
I know there is nothing else I can do. We are doing 200mL’s of progesterone 2x a week and I’m thanking God for every day with this little one who still seems like a dream. We are giving it all we got and the rest is out of our hands. Could you spare a few more prayers for us though?
And if you have any stories about nausea-free pregnancies that ended up OK, please share!